Recently I have felt dead. I ache all over and my leg is becoming increasingly difficult and painful to walk on. I am now becoming tired, which is strange for me as I never get much sleep, yet seem quite hyperactive. But life goes on, I hope, and I guess I will just have to deal with it. As well as that it turns out that my Nana passed away yesterday, which still seems a little surreal and I don't think its hit me yet that I will never be able to see her again. I guess I am just trying to ignore it and wait for my parents to say we are going to visit her. When the news does hit me its going to be tough as apart from the family that live in the house with me, my Nana was one of the closest other relatives, along with my Granny, Aunts and Uncles of course. Anyway, I am going to have another shot at day to day life, give me luck.
Crusty